I rarely received a call from my immediate family members, even how close we are, there is no reason to reach out over phone calls. Meeting up is like a 2hours drive and I am still capable to this.
Thinking of this, I knew it in my heart when I got a call from my brother.
- Grandpa dad passed away.
Mixed feeling, less of the sad part because I know he has been suffering a lot couple of years back.
How could you say that?
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Why can't I say that? Is it outside normality?
I love my granddad. Even I have trouble remembering time we had together.
It could have been better. I could have spend more time with him. For all I remember, I saw him 2 years ago.
There is a lot going on in my head right now, but nothing I guess could correct anything. All I am thinking now is my dad. How is he actually doing?
